my story by rebecca aka bexi

[rebecca]

this is my story >> when my dad met my mum 15 years ago he had a daughter called michaella who was 5 he told my mum that he did not want any more. she tricked him and cam off the pill .my dad was so mad. i was born.so my dad who was livin with us just acted like he still only had 1 daughter . he did everything for her. all i remeber was he never spoke 2 me it was like i was not there . when he got back from work he would give micky piggy back rides round and round the room.then i would say can i have 1 he would just say things like .he needed a rest then sit down i never got 1.it was like that with ever thing.he would take her out all the time and when they got back she would have the best shoes or the best toys . i never got any thing from him. it was not like he shouted at me or hit me we all still went on holidays and stuff.my mum and dad use to fall out all the time .then we went on holiday 1 year . i was about 7 my sis was 12ish. my mum and dad told us they was havin a new start.and havin a baby.they named my sis lolita.but i was treated the same as b4.my dad still did every thing 4 micky and then use 2 do every thing 4 lolo as well.i was just left out all the time. my mum and dad started fallin out again.(i allways cry at this bit even just thinkin about it)i was about 9 my mum and dad was havin a bit fight. my mum said 2 my dad just take the kids out 4 a hour or 2 then we will carm down. we got our coats on .walked down the path to the car.when we got 2 the car my dad said rebecca just go tell your mum something (i4 get wat)i ran back in to the house and when i came back out a min later they had goneTHEY HAD LEFT ME STANDIN ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD i went back in a few hours later my dad and sisters came back they had been to the park the shops every where my sisters had every thing sweets the lot.i was use 2 it. all i ever wanted was 4 my dad 2 pick me up and hug me .all i wanted was him 2 say i like the pic i had drew i never wanted the toys all i wanted was 2 b loved. it was hell .if he had left when i was a baby it would have been ok. but i saw him every day.my mum tried tellin him but he would never listen.all i every got was my sis hand me downs. then 1 day when i was 10. my mum picked me up from school we went home my dads van was there. we went in my dad was there with my sisters he sould have been at work. my mum said me and your dad are splitin up its 4 the best. my mum then said micky will still see her dad and so will lolo. now its up 2 u becca. my dad looked at me ... i was sittin down he was standin up.he said i would not blame u if u never want 2 see me again but if i like we could make a new start my mum said is up to me. i sat there,every 1 was lookin at me. i wanted to tell him i hated him i wanted to tell him i had had 10 years of being unloved i cried i am now cryin. wanted 2 tell him i never cared about the gd stuff like toys all i wanted was 2 b loved by him, i did not coz he was my dad and no matter wat i still loved him.i said yes i wanted 2 still see him. he came over and picked me up and hugged me (i am cryin even tho it was 4 years ago)thats all i ever wanted my dad moved out. every weekend he would come and pick us all up. take us all out treat us all the same every sun he would drop us off.it took a long time. we had some big fights i called him a lot of stuff he allways forgave me we both stuck with it i was not going to give up nor was he.then 1 day after about a year.he said to me "rebecca i feel like killin u some days but i would die 4 u everyday" that day i knew we had done it put all the bad behind us and moved on.i love my dad 2 bits i think about him every day he is all ways there 4 me no matter wat. he calls me every nite.he made a missake hes my dad not god just my dad and i am his daughter he love me and i love him my life only started 4 years ago xxx bexi

[jeniece123]

This is my story>>>> Hi my name is Kristy but of course you know that and my parents met about 25 years ago and that was when my mom was about 20 years old and my dad was 30 years old. My mom's name is Anita Lopez or Annie and my dad's name is Jeffrey Holmes. I guess they loved each other so much. That is what they said to me. When my dad was in is late teen's to his early twenties my dad was in the army. He was a gun operator and he liked what he did, I think. My mom is diagnosed with a disease called Huntington's Disease and it is a disease which your nerve cells reduce and you are unable to move your body as much as a normal person would. I don't know exactly, you would need to look up on the web for more information. Anyway, my mom was volunteering at schools in Everett, Washington. She loves teaching little kids and she taught my school once and I went to Silverlake Eleamentary School. I think that is what it was called, but it might have changed since I was there 9 years ago. I am 16 now, just to let you all know. My dad and my mom got married a year after they met each other. I was then born on March 14th 1992. I am a Pisces...lol. She is my mom's second marriage and he was married to a woman named... I just forgot her name...what was her name? Oh yeah it was Lisa. I dont know anything about her, but her son is my half brother named Michael and he is about 27 years old now. He is a lot older then me. My dad had an afro for those years in the 70's I think? I never seen Michael unless I saw him when I was newborn baby... but I wouldnt remember him at that age. I love my parents so much... and they love me back. I lived in Seattle, Washington for about 7 or 8 years and about 8 or 9 years in Billings, montana. I was born in a Hospital named St. Vincent's Hospital and so was my dad, but my mom was born in Rosebud. At the Rosebud Hospital. Rosebud is kinda small. I love living in Montana, except for the cold winter and the hot/warm summers. Luckily, I am not in Nevada, Arizona, or California though, those places are very hot!! It reaches about 100 or higher. We usually get between 70 and 100. So we are ok. I loved kindergarten and preschool. In kindergarten that was the year I got my first boyfriend and I liked him alot. His name was J.J., i dont know if that stood for anything though either. In first grade, I had another boyfriend named Josh and I liked him as well. I had alot of friends in my younger years. In second grade, I had another boyfriend named Eric and he liked me alot. I guess I liked him alot also. In third grade i had a boyfrend named Taylor and gf named Emily. In the fourth grade, i had a bf named Jason and he was the bomb. he was the best bf and he is still with me. I am so happy 4 myself. YAY!!...lol. I wanted to do that. Anyway, in the 5th grade i had a gf named Jennifer and another gf named Soncerae. They both were awesome, they were very nice to me. They go to my school as well as Jason. We go to the Billings West High School and it is the bomb there. I am in the tenth grade now. YIPPIE!!... lol. I am kinda hyper rite now. in the 6th grade i had a bf named corbin and I really liked him and he liked me back. He was the fastest kid at the school and I was the fastest girl at the school. I love to run. At least 4 fun. in the 7 th grade, i had a bf named gavin and he is the second bestest bf i hav ever had [along side jason]. I really like him. He also goes to my school. I am very happy 4 my self beczuse i hav such great friends looking out 4 me. in the 8 th grade i had a gf named nicole and she was the bestest gf ever . in the 9 th grade i had a gf named Liz and i am currently with rite now. Iam with Liz, Jason, and Gavin....Idk wat to do???.... i am confused rite now, but i will be ok. my dad got divorced with my mom because.....well i dont no why they did?? my mom is at a rehabilitation center here in Billings, Montana. My dad is now married to my stepmom named Marcia. She is a cool, nice, and awesome stepmom to be with !! Do you know wat sux??? I might be diagnosed with the disease my mom has...which is huntington's disease. it really sux. Well that is about me so far. i love and hate my life sumtimes. Bexi you are the best. thank you 4 lettin me on your forum!!! Love, Kristy.